10/30/2026
I said yes to a speaking thing a few months ago and spent approximately two weeks wondering why I did that.
It's not that I don't have things to say. It's that putting myself in front of a room of people and saying them out loud is genuinely uncomfortable for me. Always has been. Probably always will be a little.
It's easier to stay in my lane. Work hard, serve clients well, let the work speak. I am good at that part.
But I have been practicing saying yes to the things that make me uncomfortable, specifically because they make me uncomfortable. Podcasts. Stages. Conversations I would normally step back from.
I don’t love doing it but I think the version of me who keeps shrinking to stay comfortable is not the version I want to be.
I still prefer the behind-the-scenes. But I'm showing up anyway.
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