12/20/2024
Will this be you? Are you prepared? What will your loved ones do?
My love,
I’m so sorry I left this world so suddenly and left you without the safety net you deserved. You gave me your trust and your heart, and I never meant for you to face this burden alone—no proper insurance, no cushion for the shock of losing me. I know you must feel abandoned and unprotected, and I wish with every part of me that I could have spared you this uncertainty and fear.
I want you to know that you were, and still are, the center of my world. My neglect to prepare was never a reflection of how much I love you. It’s something I never anticipated, never dreamed would matter so soon. I’m sorry I didn’t provide that shield to soften the blow of my absence.
I understand now that my leaving must feel like I’ve left you holding too many heavy pieces. I wish I could hold you and reassure you that everything will be all right. Please remember that my love for you does not end, even though I am gone. In every memory we shared, in every quiet moment, in every future kindness you show yourself, I am still there—loving you, believing in you, and hoping you can someday find a sense of peace.
You deserve so much better than the uncertainty I left behind. Please hold my love close and know that I am forever sorry.
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