10/05/2020
Finding Joy in the Shadows
Sometimes it seems impossible to find joy during these hard times. Joy is found deeper than our circumstances.
What Joy have you found during the last few months?
Finding Joy in the Shadows
This past spring it felt like a dark shadow fell over the earth. Everything changed so quickly, I felt the emotions of fear, doubt, and uncertainty, day after day. I felt numb. The days were blending one into another with little emotion or energy.
As I sat down for my quiet time one morning a tear fell on my journal, followed by a flood of tears. I felt myself starting to wake up, to feel the emotions returning, even the tears felt good. I felt the joy returning to my heart and deep into my soul. The joy was escaping from the shadows that had been overtaking me the past weeks. I was starting to find joy in the shadows.
Romans 12:12 (NIV) Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.
How could I find joy in the middle of a Worldwide Pandemic? This verse in Romans tell it all.
Be Joyful in hope- I had not lost hope. I knew that my hope was not in what was happening around us, but my hope and joy were found in my relationship with God.
Patient in affliction- Many people were feeling afflictions they had never felt before. Being laid off from a job for the first time, fear of catching the Corona Virus, and living in isolation away from family and friends. We had to draw upon every bit of patience we had ever had. In Matthew 10:29 it talks about how the Father cares for the sparrow, of course He would care for me.
Faithful in prayer-And then it all came down to prayer. Being devoted to spending time with God every day. He provided the Joy amongst the shadows. And the more joy I sought, the dimmer the shadows became, and the more the joy increased.
Where is the joy in your life? Is it hiding in the shadows or bursting forth?
May the joy that is found deep within your soul, overflow from you to everyone you encounter.
Love, Lori