04/17/2023
Today I got to spend the entire day with the twins, and a few hours of just “us time”, as mommy had a bad headache so she laid down for a few hours.
We hung out in the back yard and played while mommy rested.
We:
✔️Threw rocks.
✔️schemed about something standing under the grill.
✔️played with bubbles.
✔️ate blueberries.
After mommy ( ) woke up, we all went inside and I sat on the couch.
I was trying to take a minute and order some stuff I needed from Lowe’s for a few house projects when Alessia came to me and wanted my attention.
She came and put her hands on my lap and started babbling.
I was exhausted from a full day of strawberry picking and playing and I start to say “daddy’s busy”.
Before I could finish the second word I look down at this adorable face, covered in dirt, sand and blueberries, and stopped what I was saying.
That dirty little face was just smiling at me with these big loving eyes because she wanted a little more daddy time.
I immediately put my phone down and continued playing and told her that daddy is never too busy for her.
Only reason I’m saying this is we’re all busy, god knows I am. But it’s these little moments that slip through your fingers and are gone forever.
I cherish every second I can with these two precious babies I was gifted. I fu**ed up so bad with my first two and missed so much. Some thing’s I missed because I was young and had to do things that took me away from them to provide. But there was also a lot of immaturity that caused me to miss so much because it just wasn’t important to me.
Well, f**k everything else, this is what’s important to me. Playing with my adorable dirty daughters anytime they want. Sign me up!
