06/03/2026
Are you a dreamer?
I am through and through. It drives my wife nuts, LOL.
I've always casted grand visions of what I want in the future.
In fact, I write/print everything out so I have to look at it.
I have pictures, sayings, and schematics strewn all through my house and office.
Hiding in plain sight to you, but daily reminders to me.
The hardest part?
Striking the right balance of financial prudence vs recklessness.
I just wrote earlier this week about how I like to avoid financial stress.
Well, monthly payments add stress and paying cash seems like it can take forever.
Plus sacrificing today means I am banking on being able to do what I want in the future, assuming I make it to the future.... and there's a risk in waiting.
My shoot first and ask later mentality with money got me in trouble when I was young, and leaves me gun shy today.
Now what?
I am feeling this huge call towards living out my dreams, but on the flip side the timing feels off.
But the timing will never be good.
Sober Matt knows this. Had I waited for the right timing, I'd still be drinking....
Sometimes you just have to start and figure it out.
But broke Matt also learned this lesson on rushing into things.
**Checks student loan balance from 2011**
If history has any say in my future is that things will work out in my favor. They always have.
I just have to allow for enough patience in the interim, and that my friends, is the struggle.