06/17/2021
Just came from the doctor who told me, ′′There's no more to do. There are only two options, to keep her asleep until her body collapses, or give her morphine to calm her pains." My world collapsed and I didn't know how to break the news. Alone, I knew I had to tell her alone. I walked into her room and she smiled at me. (I had red and swollen eyes from so much crying) And she said, "Don't cry, I understand it's the end, but there's no reason to be sad." She held my hand and caressed me and I immediately hugged her. ′′Don't worry. This is part of life and you have to understand that we're all passing through.′′ (all the while I cried like a child who can't be comforted). When I caught my breath I told her the options and she opted to stay awake so she could be with us for a few more days. The next day she woke up without pain, ate, and during the day she was very happy. She was laughing and we had a great day (after so many bad days)... In the early morning she got sick and around 3 am she passed.
During the most difficult times is when we find who the "true friends" or at least the people who really appreciate you are. Unfortunately most friendships abandon you and only send you ′′good vibes" but from afar... I decided to post this message in support of a very special person to me who fought firmly and with good energy. They taught me to live every day like it's the best day! Now I'm looking at those who will have time to read this post until the very end. This is a little test to see who in fact read this and who shares it unread. If you read everything, select like so I can put a thank you on your profile. Cancer is very invasive and destructive to our body. Even after the fight, healing is a very long process. Please copy and paste this in honor of someone who has died, is still fighting, is in remission, or has won the battle and is now cancer free. Everyone says, "If you need anything, don't hesitate I'll be there for you." So I'm going to do a challenge, I think less than half of my friends are going to put this on their wall. Just copy (not share). I want to know who I can count on. As soon as you do, write DONE in the comments. Cancer has affected us all in some way, whether it's a family member or a friend. We miss you and we love you always and forever!! Done