16/05/2023
I was told so many times that i look tired, dull and unhappy. Kadang kadang pelik, sbb rasa nya saya ni sentiasa senyum, happy je dengan orang.
But maybe, yang kita rasa secara emosi tu boleh terpancar kat muka. Even kita cuba untuk sorok.
Tapi, be positive and strong are the only choices that i have right now.
“ THIS IS JUST A PHASE, A PHASE THAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH “ thats my mantra every single day setiap pagi!
But being positive alone is not enough. I would lie to myself if i said that. I have people. People behind my back who would push me to go forward. People on my side who walk with me in this hardest path. People infront of me who would blocked all the negativity and everything that bringing me down.
InshaAllah, i will get through this. And when that time comes, i will never forget those people.
P/s: Sedia kan lah medical card walaupun medical card tak mampu menanggung kos rawatan untuk hati yang tersakiti 🥲