04/12/2025
Archiving this here inside Journey into Trust — one of the threads of synchronicity, reconnection, and the way life gathers what belongs together.
Life has a way of weaving threads long before we understand why they matter.
And then suddenly, there it is — your own name being spoken out loud, mirrored on a screen, and you feel the unmistakable “yes” of synchronicity landing in your body.
This is one of those stories.
About ten years ago, I met this wonderful woman online through a fb group. I had been traveling with my three-year-old daughter, and Sigrid Monika Reutter was building a new life with her daughter outside Germany. We were both writing our books back then.
I wrote Pilgrim in a Princess Dress, about walking the Camino de Santiago with my daughter. She wrote The Spiritual CEO, which became a bestseller.
Even without meeting in person, something real formed between us — not performance, not polite networking, but recognition.
Life moved on for both of us.
In 2017, I was guided to a small Andean village that has held a special place in our hearts ever since. During one of those stays, I met a woman whose children were similar in age to my daughter. We connected easily — the kind of friendship that pauses and resumes whenever we return.
A couple of years ago she said,
“Hey, I saw you're Facebook friends with Sigrid — she used to be my colleague. How crazy is that?”
Another quiet thread weaving.
For almost two decades I’ve lived nomadically, and for the last 14 years I have raised my daughter across countries and cultures. Home has always been something we carried within us — not an address.
But this little village in the Andes became one of the rare places where home exists both inside and outside. In 2025, we finally allowed our inner roots to settle here. And as life would have it, that same friend — the one who mentioned Sigrid years ago — is now our neighbor.
Around the same time, Sigrid appeared on my feed again.
It felt like the right moment to reconnect.
I began listening to what she shares today.
Her depth is unmistakable — thirty years of studying astrology, the stars, Human Design. She is the Lux Queen of Mentoring, founder of Business by SoulDesign, and creator of the Seven Codes of SoulDesign. Her ListenDeeper group on Telegram is where she shares her clarity generously.
I felt pulled to her work, especially as I’ve been studying Human Design for years and exploring astrology more seriously.
During this reconnection, two places entered my awareness with complete clarity: Milan and Abu Dhabi. I had never considered either before. Yet suddenly I was talking about bringing my Luminary Portals Blacklight Experience there — not as a strategy, but as something forming internally.
A few days ago, my friend asked, “Are you working with Sigrid now? I’ve seen you share her posts.”
I said, “Not yet — but I’m sure I’ll meet her. Probably in Milan or Abu Dhabi.”
Later that day, I was sitting outside my daughter’s rehearsal — two and a half hours, for the third afternoon in a row. We decided to stay here, and she has immersed herself in music. She started playing viola six months ago and already has her first performance coming up.
Every day, I went with her. Not to sit inside — she can hold her own space — but to stay close. I set up my portable office outside. This is how we show up for each other: not just dropping her off, but being near when presence matters. She comes out during the break, chats with me for a few minutes, then goes back in.
I used that time to listen to Sigrid’s recording from earlier that day. At the end, she announced the winner of a draw for 1111 Lux Coins — credit toward one of her programs. I had entered simply to send her some love from this valley. I wasn’t expecting anything. I wasn’t even sure I was ready for one of her programs.
She drew a long name. The camera was mirrored.
And then I recognized it:
Journey Into Trust.
That’s me. Wow.
She remembered our early connection, mentioned my work, and shared my newest Substack letter — The Archetype of Sacred Motherhood, which I had published the day before.
I felt genuinely touched by her words, and by the synchronicity unfolding in real time.
After almost two decades of movement, staying still is new.
But something is taking shape — through my art, my writing, and the way I’ve lived and raised my daughter across continents.
I don’t see the whole picture yet.
But the direction is getting clearer every day.
Life is gathering something.
And I’m listening.
(And yes — listening deeper.)
