09/16/2023
It’s been such a long time since I’ve introduced myself—I thought it was about time.
I started this account back in 2018 with a passion for travel & writing. I came up with the name LostBlondeSole, not because I don’t know how to use the right version of the word “sole/soul” but because I wanted to encapsulate trying to find your path.
As I have changed this account has changed with me, I don’t talk much about travel anymore, but I find the name is still very suiting. When I unexpectedly got pregnant with our son back in 2018 I had no idea the ways in which my life & world would be turned on its head (outside of the obvious). I started to unpack my own childhood. Postpartum was one of the hardest times of my life. I was faced with chronic pain throughout my entire body, from head to toe. This sent me on a mission to figure out what the f**k was going on.
I came to realize that I had been suppressing trauma & pain for so long that my body couldn’t handle it anymore, it was shutting down on me—thus began the long journey of healing, mind, body & soul. I’m still a soul trying to find her path, walking around a little lost. I try not to box myself in. I’m a multifaceted human who each & every single day is discovering more about her self.
The motto I have carried with me comes from the great Brené Brown - “Staying vulnerable is a risk we have to take if we want to experience connection.”
Some topics I touch on:
-Mental health
-Narcissistic abuse & recovery, along with the choice to go no contact with my mother and step-father
-Healing & growth
-Spirituality
-Recurring miscarriages
-Self discovery after a childhood of not being able to.
-My journey with social anxiety & breaking through ex.Joining Soccer for the first time in 15 years
-Gardening & plants
-Baking
Random facts about me:
-I live with my father-in-law & my grandma
-I LOVE Taylor Swift (been a die hard since debut)
-My first name (Holland) is my grandma’s last name & also my son’s middle name
-I’m vegan
-I’m the co-founder of & founder of
-I have a blog lostblondesole.com
-I am an Arbonne IC (but do things my own way)
